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Thursday, May 01, 2008
lost.

i really feel very lost.
seems like my motivation lost its way.

do not know which direction am i heading towards.
too many areas to concentrate.
studies. modules. test. band. competition. Gloriosa. piano. grade8. .....

i really feel heavy on me..
i'm gd at nothing.
of so many concentrations i must have, i'm good at nothing.
my grades in school are nothing compared to others.
my tests are nothing compared to others.
my skills of flute in band is nothing compared to others.
i do not want to have competition. it always nervous me.
my piano skills are nothing compared to others.
what more to say about grade 8 exam.

i've once said i would go overseas to study music, my passion since childhood.
now i'm thinking i'm not really gd at it. 
but without it i'm useless. worthless.
i lost my motivation in piano.
i find it no meaning to have this exam, that's the reason why i always skip my lessons and find excuses. wasting the money and efforts of my parents.

my techniques are no good.
but someone said, focus no techniques but feel...
i wonder if that will work..

someone asked why do you play the piano for?
i wonder..

i still haven find the answer...

help me..

10:51 PM